Survival Mode

This past week has been a roller coaster of challenges, both mentally and physically. I have been paralyzed in fear about the pregnancy and if the baby is ok. I am overanalyzing every symptom and constantly checking for blood. My cold turned into a full blown sinus infection which has been making it difficult for me to sleep. My mom also found another lump yesterday and is getting it looked at tomorrow. I have been in a state of anxiety and surivial mode and I do not know when I will have peace again. I am trying to hold on to some hope and just hope for better days ahead.