Days at Utah State

The two years I lived at and went to Utah State from 2012-2014 were so much fun! I loved living on campus in the LLC and Merrill Hall. I also made great friends including Kaitlin and Jessica who I still hang out with today. I wish I had spent longer than 2 years there but for some reason I was in such a hurry to finish my bachelor's degree at the time. I had plenty of time in hindsight. The only regrets I have are that I didn't spend more time there and I did not find a spouse while I was surrounded by so many great men. It was also a great time to spend with Leanna. I also loved all of my political science and wildlife classes I took. I remember the great nights spent hanging out in the library, Poetry and a Beverage, and in the dining hall. I did not realize how easy I had it. Logan was a very, very cold Utah city though.

6 Weeks of Confidence

Before I bring myself to date again, I am taking 6 weeks to work on myself and build my self confidence. I am going to do one thing that challenges myself everyday. I am going to try to do better at talking to strangers, serving others, pushing myself. I will update! I really want to learn to love myself.

Health Week

I have a plethora of medical appointments this week. Monday I am seeing a retina specialist about my histo scar. Tuesday I am getting my pre surgery done in preparation for the ICL. I have to take the whole day off work. I just don't want any bad side effects. Friday I am meeting with my therapist. This is year I am really going to work on my health and become healthy and beautiful! I will update next week how it all went. There is a lot to unpack!

New Decade

It is 2020 and the start of a new decade. This year I hope to finally conquer at least the daily struggles of OCD and really focus on my health. I want to progress in the job and dating situation too, but I am making my health my first priority. I am starting off by using some of my inheritance money to get permanent contact lenses. No more glasses!