Surviving

Still just surviving and am dealing with some more issues. The goods news is I scheduled my first therapy appointment.

Potted Potter

Wesley and I saw Potted Potter last night at the Peery Egyptian Theatre in Ogden. It was the biggest thing I have done this month. Most days I cannot imagine leaving the house or fully getting ready with the pregnancy sickness. It was very funny and they capured the spirit of Harry Potter very well. It was fine until the hour drive home where I got terribly sick. I will probably just do one big thing each with until I am feeling better. I am officially 10 weeks pregnant today so almost at the end of the first trimester.

Still Alive

I am still alive. I feel like I am living in an alternate universe where I do not feel like myself. I guess that's what pregnancy does to you. I am planning on just surviving day to day until February. On another note, I went to the dentist today and had no cavities. It is nice to have a small win in the midst of the chaos!

Survival Mode

This past week has been a roller coaster of challenges, both mentally and physically. I have been paralyzed in fear about the pregnancy and if the baby is ok. I am overanalyzing every symptom and constantly checking for blood. My cold turned into a full blown sinus infection which has been making it difficult for me to sleep. My mom also found another lump yesterday and is getting it looked at tomorrow. I have been in a state of anxiety and surivial mode and I do not know when I will have peace again. I am trying to hold on to some hope and just hope for better days ahead.